It's funny because somewhere inside of you, you know the right path for your life. For some reason, me and basically everyone else I know, battles this path and keeps themselves 'busy' to avoid what really needs to be lived. I'm sick of living that life, of keeping myself busy to avoid the fear of failing at what really matters.
You have to give up your fake dream first. So if you're on the same path as me and you know you're not living the right life you should be living, I hope this makes you feel better.
I'm dropping really crappy time consuming class, but in the process, I'm losing my scholarships. Gah. But I have to remind myself that I have 14 classes left, and every single one is hard as fuhhhhh, and I don't know if I can go full time anyways to receive those scholarships...
I don't know, I'm tired. I'm rambling. I've had a lot to think about today. I just know I'm on to a more meaningful life.
Why is it so hard dropping the things that don't matter? For the fear that our fake plan won't work out? By doing what your heart says, you can stop wasting so much time.
So cheers to me, cheers to you. I hope this helps.
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